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Video Mayker

Ni: M.L.A

March 9,2011

            Siguro isa ako sa pinaka maraming alam sa computer. Malamang, halos 24/7 ako gumagamit ng computer eh. Maypasok man o wala. My net or wala din todo gamit pa rin ako. Kaya naman pagdating sa mga bagay tungkol sa computer akala nang madami madami akong alam. Oo madami. Lahat na ata ng MS office pinatulan ko na. Pag-aralan mo ba naman ng halos buong buhay mo ang computer (kahit nga sa college, nandun pa rin at ang course ko sa nagmamagandang Physical therapy. Anung connect di ba?) di ka pa matuto ane? Pero may ilan naman akong self thought katulad ng pag pho-photoshop at paggamit ng paint. Magaling di ba?

            Pero nung Huwebes, naisipan kong ipasa ang project ko sa English. Ang first work ever ko sa Video Maker, para sa biography ko na dapat ay biography ng classmate ko, kaso shy type siya at siya(etchos) na lang daw gagawa nung kanya. Oo naman ako kahit na medyo may doubt sa heart. Something feels off. Possibilities sa mangyayari sa presentation nung project inatake ang utak ko Kapag napili yung talagang gawa nya na video siguradong konsensya ko na naman kapag na-exempt ako, imbis na siya. At syempre ako na naman ang Bad guy! (kahit girl ako) Lagi na lang ako ang kontrabida; may gawin man ako o wala. Basta masama, AKO daw un! Sige ako na!

           NVM! So English naming nun at syempre nagmamagandang late ako. 1:30 nang hapon yung class ko nyan. Malupet! Tinapos ko pa kasi ang mahiwagang video ko na nagsasabi kung sino ako na nothing but the truth naman ang nakalagay. Sa video naman nung turn namin, yung biography ko yung inuna. Nung ma play na, banat ng classmate ko sa tabi, pede daw sa Tuesday. Medyo late ha! Ngumiti na lang ako tapos tinitigan yung wide screen kung saan yung classmate kong operator na, sponsor pa nung laptop na ginagamit namin,  hinihanap nya yung file ko. Sabi ko BOM tapos nag start na yung vid.

            Sa video ko, ako agad ang lumabas at ang pangalan kong nagmamaganda. Tapos yung parents ko, kapatid at iba pang pamilya ko na parang barangay na sa sobrang dami. Pero di kasi lahat kami sexy, kaya naman kahit apat lang kami sa picture parang 8 kami. Nag double. Tapos pinakita ko yung iba ko pang picture at mga achievements ko pati mga drawings ko. May narinig akong ‘ang galing’ pero di ko alam kung sino nagsabi nun pero alam kong hindi yung video yung tinatamaan ng compliment kung di yung sample works ko ng Photography, photo-editing at drawings ko. Kung my nagsabi nga talaga nun, either way I’m thankful. Bihira na akong mapuri dahil masyado na akong laidback and boring ng lumaki kaya kapag may konting papuri na binibigay sa akin ay ikinasasaya na ng puso ko. Kahit kunin na ako ni Lord—JOKE!

            Tapos nag end na yung video, di ko alam kung may pumalakpak nun pero pagkatapos ng papuri sabay banat ng dalawa sa classmates ko (at isa dun ang kaibigan kong nasa likod ko pa at inulit pa nya yung sinabi nya *harshness*), “Bakit ang haba?”

            Tanga na lang ang di mag isip na yung video ang tinutukoy nya dahil sigurado akong tight ang suot ko nun at wala nang mahaba sa kin kahit na yung buhok ko na may bangs.

            Pero di yan ang masamang nangyari. Ang masama at ang kagimbal-gimbal na pangyayari ang sumunod. Nag play na ng bagong video at ang Biography nung partner ko na ang pinalabas courtesy of himself pero alam nang mga innocent kong classmate pati ni Sir, na itago na tin sa Cavalry (close sa surname nya) na ako ang gumawa nun. Nung mag play ang video umpisa pa lang, sinabi ko na at tinanggap na mas maganda ang kanya. At sa buong panonood ko nun, gusto ko nang mamatay sa kahihiyan o mag disintegrate sa outer space. Di kami nagtinigin nung partner ko pero after nung video nyang MAGANDA TALAGA, nung kinuha nya yung USB nya nakita ko na serious sya. Parang may galit kahit na sobra sa tawanan at palakpakan ang classmates namin. At nang araw na yan tinaggap ko na may mga talentado at pilyo pero serious na mga lalaki sa mundong ibabaw at si partner ay ganun. Di kami close nun kasi sa boys namin wala naman talaga akong close eh. Nag-uusap, tanungan pero that’s just about it. No more.

            Kaya di na ako magtataka kung sa susunod naming pagsasama sa eskwelahan( kung pareho man kaming aabot dun kasama ang mga classmates namin) ay wala na talaga akong pag-asang maging buddy sya kasi di pa man kami close na bad shot na siya agad.

            Pero sabi nga nila life goes on di ba? So come my way! Salitang tae(talk sh*t) no?HUH?

END OF ENTRY

WAVE OF EMOTIONS

Now I know how that feels. It's not one SINGLE overpowering emotion but ALL KINDS of intense emotions coming to you all at once. AND NO, this isn’t a talk of love nor heart break NOR finding crushes; a phobia nor some sort of mental illness that needs help. I do need help on this matter though because I feel like the dumbest person alive whenever I’m in there which would be Monday-Wednesday-Friday, every week, 3 hours a day.

The source is my Physics Class. The class I never grew weary off unless I’m really tired(I actually am most of the time since I usually sleep for only 3 hours). Honestly, if you’ll rate my interest on this class it would be 10/10 out of all my class with regards to humor (although he goes too offensive most of the time). It is so entertaining that I couldn’t even sleep at it. There are also concrete reasons for me not to sleep a wink in it too, such as: Getting caught since I’m sitting in front where he can perfectly see me and getting a red mark for it. Red mark is our ticket to success *SARCASM*.

I’m totally bugged out about our class today, January 4, 2011. I’m actually perceiving the bad aura came from our equally bad grades(What else can it be?) when I saw our professor twice and he didn’t even tried to look our way when we greeted him even he actually greeted back. I was already fidgety in thought of attending his class since it’s next to our Literature class (trust me even it’s an hour class it felt like seconds, for me). I’m a little relieved I had a good laugh before Physics class because I really thought I’d break right there. Especially when his class finally started, I already feel very uncomfortable and he just sat in front of us like the usual. The quietness of our lively class didn’t help in the situation too. The sensations immensely escalated when he started taking attendance that didn’t take that long since he started talking about the real matter. DANG! in the back of my mind I imagine myself running towards the professor's table and crying, pleading him to forgive me because I feel GUILTY of being incompetent and all that. It was like my dad getting angry for real and I know I’m at fault and I really feel terrible. I never wished to be good in class except this one! Seriously, if there’s some sort of magic to suddenly turn into a Physics geek I would’ve done it. I have never felt this kind of burden on a subject that didn’t projected solely on getting grades but actually learning it. When I was in primary and high school I mostly blame it on the teachers’ way of teaching and not myself. This very day, I realize I couldn’t pretend to blame it on the professor at all. It was all on me even he directed it generally to everyone who have terrible grades in his class as well. When he speaks, beside his insults that really goes overboard, I feel like I have no right to meddle at all since I think the only people that could really take offense on the matter are those who got really high marks on his exams and are still listening to him. 

It was really nerve-wracking, heart-wrenching feeling. I kinda felt a little fine when I find out I wasn’t the weakest link (my grades are still bad) and we didn’t get minus five at all on his activities. Next week though, there will be another bargain to our life that would be another weight on my back and the others who knew they aren’t improving that much as well. I just hope my friend will forgive me on the outcome because, I don’t even know what, were and how am I suppose to take the guilt of being a dumb dumb on Physics. I really wish there is a miracle that my mind would function on that day! I really don’t want to hurt nor make a friend disappointed at me because her grade failed just because I did. I seriously have enough of the guilt(and I’m already being redundant with that forsaken word).

Well that sums up my intense and bad emotions really but just so you know, it wasn’t all that Bad. Plus it was the last subject so, I’ll flash back a little.

Earlier, the good feelings came from my friends that I’ve finally seen today after two weeks of being apart and not texting them at all. I really missed them so much I feel like I’m gonna burst and my mouth will crack from smiling. It’s really nice to see them again!!!!

“YEH GUYS IF YOU READ THIS I’VE REALLY MISSED YOU. MWAH MWAH MWAH. It’s just too awkward to express and to proclaim…” -theBlankInk

After chemistry(my first class), all the laughs and epic conversations had begun  like eruption of candies and all the things a like in the world and it made me so happy (OH SO HAPPY).

The lunch at McDonalds was very fun. From the quietness of eating our lunch up to our usually divided conversations, we were united by our friend’s Coke Float and Cell phone, and a Straw. I wish there was a video because I’m lame at typing in stories. The puns won’t be as hilarious as it should be and I’m quite scattered brain when it comes to discussing stuffs (Even creating this blog, you might have lost your way in finding out the purpose which I actually am confused myself and I’m the one writing) so might as well skip that. It was really fun though!!! We even have our conversations though that I must say are slightly rated that kids below 18 shouldn’t bother knowing like (but generations these days aren’t as pure as innocent as before) dirty jokes and all that with regards to different awkward scenarios that not even one of us had experienced(who-knows though, maybe someone’s hiding something from the past –xoxo gossip girl. Hahaha KIDDING!!). The epic conversation’s title is “Poker Face, Mr. J” (Mr. J is a person in class that did not need to be mentioned in the future of my blogs but today he was the highlight of our great laughs and perverted minds. Do not get me wrong though, we don’t have desires with this guy at all(sorry LOL) and it’s more of something/someone to laugh about(?) HAHA. And like I said earlier I’m not a good narrator or a writer to foretell the conversations but it was HELLA FUNNY. Good thing our friend that’s connected to Mr. J at some point(It’s the typical he likes her and all that, get the picture?) was cool with it and actually found it funny too. She even looked like she’s gonna hyperventilate at any moment.

It was really an awesome day and it just turned messy when it was Physics (And for the nth time I do not blame our professor at all) and the bus ride where I met my previous suitor’s older brother and bumped on my godmother’s son whom my mother wants me to meet. HAHA I’m lucky aren’t I?

And that’s how I died. (kidding, DUH)

THE END

Yeh most of this is in no way of writing blogs and it’s a confusing piece of crap so do not waste time in trying to understand. If you read this, you have one hell of a time to waste :D

Note: I’m actually endorsing my blog. Negatively.

MEET BAMBI

                       

Hey! Meet our newest family member, Bambi. She's a month old puppy that was given to us by our neighbor and she's the cutest thing!! Well I miss having a puppy because my real dog is already a DOG and her puppy was taken away already to guard my father's friend's farm and right now they are also a DOG. So I missed having a puppy but she isn't exactly mine. Bambi's actually given to my six year old cousin, CJ and since
we're still living on the same roof together with my other cousin I have been petting her too. She's really quiet though at night that's when she starts to bark a lot, like a typical puppy when you leave it behind. She never nibbles on things though for a puppy. She's so gentle that you can only see her get excited with stuffs but she never tries to nibble on it thoroughly like how a normal puppy would. Bambi likes staying at a corner or her rug though or waiting for the Kitchen door to open. Plus with those pic I have posted here, She's a natural model HAHAHA

credits to: Paula for the photographs. Taken with her iPhone. 




XD But of course I won't leave my real dog unknown. Her name's Gabriel, a.k.a Gabey or Gabe. We had her for a couple of years and when we move, she's going to come with us. OF COURSE! Here's my real baby which isn't a baby anymore lol

edited this one, just to let people know that I fail in OTL in re-editing thoroughly and my grammar sucks at times 

Super Lovers (warning boy x boy)

                       

Author: Miyuki Abe
Genre: Drama, Romance, Shounen Ai
Description: Haru meets Ren, a boy newly adopted by his mother. Getting along with Ren isn't easy as Haru's goal is to "civilize" him by the time summer ends. Their relationship slowly improves as Haru spends more time with him. Can they really become a "family"?

Status: Ongoing

 (credits info to:http://forum.nihonomaru.com/yaoi-yuri/175891-super-lovers-%7C-miyuki-abe.html)

The latest in viewspectrum.com (click to read, if you're interested) is up to Volume 4 (172 pages). If you're into reading this kind of stuffs, I personally recommend it. Although it's a pain for me to wait for more chapters to come, especially in the site I've read it in. I must say it's one of the best I've read so far. 

As much as it sort of a mix of things I don't usually enjoy seeing like incest, shotas and more other stuffs. I think it didn't go beyond that because they aren't actually blood related and eventually Ren grew (although Haru is still way older than him). So it just gives me thrill instead of getting grossed out in breaking my limits and totally lost of realism. 

The way the characters are depicted and how their back story works, fear and insecurities had been explained quite well. Like they just didn't end up that way because it's boy love story how else will it end? Which is the exact same feeling when I read some other recommended mangas in this particular type of manga not all people reads the same way as I do.  I'm still new to this kind of love stories and I'm not into reading it merely because two hot men are kissing and making out. No it's just part of that(haha). I want a good great plot or at least constant progress of the beginning and ending. 

It's one of the reason I prefer reading one shots because not all mangas stays as good at it was from the beginning up to its ending or vice versa.   Its either the beginning is damn boring, too gloomy, or simply doesn't make sense at all that I'm in the verge on giving up on it, but the ending is actually good OR in more cases the beginning was so damn good and the ending is like WTF that's it? or What the hell did just happen? 

But really this manga is worth the shot (although it's too early for me to say it yet) but so far it's extremely good. Plus I love Raccoon <--- the pet dog

First day [my wishes for this]

This page is rather incomplete but it's worth a shot. I'll make this as decent as my own blog back at weebly and I'll try to be more active in blogging.

To future viewers (my expectant friends who had told me to use this blogger instead, not counted with), I'll try to be creative and humorous in my post so you would have one hell of a time reading it and not waste a single drop of sweat staring at something as boring as drowning a grass on a pool, which doesn't make sense.

 (I just dig myself a hole didn't I?)

Anyway yey Blogger :D

I'm out! -theblankink-